so i guess this would be an update to my last journal of me still existing.... so this goes out to the only 3 friends i have on this website XD

havent seen anyone or done crap with anyone since graduation.... yeah that long.... been working and trying to get through college which isnt going to well so umm yeah...

havent drawn either.. guess was only fun in school where school was boring... but i havent picked up a pencil in like 2.5 years..

idk not doing much has made me bleh the past 2 years never have time for anything and im feeling tired.. too much work..

i did get a car... technically my first car since i was driving my dad's its a 98 ford mustang maybe ill put a pic up eventually... a v6 but it has dual exaust so it sounds like a v8 and u can hear me coming down the street... sound system is ok but could use new speakers.. good thing my best buy discount is working

i saw juan pavonni at work today... 2nd time i saw him there randomly.. guess u love to shop there huh juan or atleast ur parents do....

so yeah whats up.. :/

so ok umm i dont know what it is but life just feels like its slowing down to a point where it isnt moving. guess it could just be the repitition of all my days. nothing new and its leaving me bored and a bit depressed. still single and it makes me question myself at times if i should bother to find a girlfriend. then at other times i wonder if it would be worth it??

work is usual. working at best buy geeksquad and im getting paid good especially overtime where i get paid time and a half : P plus u cant beat their employee discount

as for drawing i never find a chance to, there are times where im just sitting there and i just dont feel like it. maybe cause im too lazy to go look for blank paper and a pencil. cant seem to find pencils in my house nowadays they're so rare!!!

money is going all towards college, barely enough for me but i guess im trying to save up for something dont know what yet. shcolarships would be nice.

health wise im still a bit thin and im trying everything. starting to eat things with more protein and such. not helping though. guess its fate that i stay thin. just get mad when people offer me food at some places like im some starved little ethiopean boy. ok i eat shitloads in fact i should probably be an overweight kid by now. guess being bored most of the days is leaving me tired, dont seem to have the spunk and energy like i use to.


all in all just feel like my life is wasting away if life is even going at all, again seems like it slowed down to a near stop

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The F'N Survey
Name: no name (wanderer)
dA name: DarkslasherxXx
Real name:Corey Ponte (no middle name... dont ask me y ffs)
Nicks: none
Birthday: 11-17-87
Birthplace: Warwick RI
Current Location: Warwick still...
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed
Your Heritage: Portuguese
The Shoes You Wore Today: blue/yellow stripes addidas
Your Weakness: never really thought of them
Your Fears: deep water.. very high hights

Your Perfect Pizza: cheese, Pepperoni
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'whore' thats what i call everyone
Your Bedtime: whenever im tired apparently
Your Most Missed Memory: memories are but an illusion
Pepsi or Coke: coke but they make me break out
McDonalds or Burger King: whatever i like grilled chicken!!!
Single or Group Dates: idk... never dated
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: Only when no one's listening.
Do you Shower Daily: yep
Have you Been in Love: idk....what is love?
Do you want to go to College: Already there.

Do you want to get Married: Eventually, nowhere near soon though.

Do you believe in yourself: about that... i think ive been lacking in that field
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Are you a Health Freak: not really

Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them.
Do you play an Instrument: do instruments of mass destruction count??
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yep
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been dumped: Nope.
Do you work (as in official work): Yeah, sadly.

In a girl: one that has similar likes... like v-games, computers, sports is a plus, easy going, fun
Favorite Eye Color: none really
Favorite Hair Color: Dark hair
Short or Long Hair: either i guess
Height: a wee bit smaller
Weight: Average -- Yokozuna need not apply. XD
Best Clothing Style: Comfy casual, no fancy dresses ms prom queen crap

Number of Drugs I have taken: none im clean bitch
Number of CDs I own: i was suppose to keep count??? wtf o_O
Number of Piercing: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too much stuff but i guess it doesnt make a diff now... living off ones past makes one lose him or herself


wow never did a survey like this so u better enjoy..... whores!!!

wow i havent been back to this site in more than a year and a half. just cleared out all my messages.

so lets see, i graduated so no more toll gate. and um now im going to RIC. i play varsity soccer. and im majoring in CIS (computer information systems), im currently taking cis 251 which would be considered just like computer applications back at toll gate.

lots of new friends here and having a good time. working now so not much free time. just finished downloading from internet and watching ff7: advent children. even with subtitles its awsome!!!!!!!

must get on dvd

drawing wise not much, but im taking a drawing 1 class next spring 2006 semester so ill start sketching again then.

one thing i do want though is a picture we took back in studio art 1 class. i have the frame with signatures but i want a picture too. if i can only find sarah puccino. i think she comes here at ric. or atleast i think i saw her on campus somewhere.

well my mario and luigi pictures are almost done they will look alot better when colored so that should bring me to 4 deviation yeeeaaaaahhh :smile: